My heart still needs a lot of healing and lately watching old home movies of Porter and looking at photos of him fills my saddened soul. I wonder how long this ache and pain will be here?
People ask me how I'm doing and all I can say for now is "I'm doing fine." I wonder when I will be able to say "good" or "great"? Will that ever happen? Will my heart ever completely heal from the loss of our little Porter?
I found this quote on a friends blog, and thought it was so perfect! (Thanks Terresa)
Porter has truly been our delight. Even more so in the last couple years. He had developed this sense of humor that just made us all laugh no matter what. You couldn't be in the same room and not end up laughing at something he had said or done. One day we will laugh with him again. I look forward to that day.
I love you Porter♥
Hurrah for Kali, she told me she had a complete family photo from Miles' baby blessing in January. So here we all are together. I'm so glad she surprised us and came to Utah only two months ago to let us be a part of this special occasion and so Porter could meet his brand new nephew.